If you're still trying to scratch this particular itch, I'd give the highest possible recommendation to "Liars and Visionaries" by woebetidesweets. The catch is this- it's a My Chemical Romance fic. You may or may not like the fandom, but the fic doesn't require you to; it's completely AU. It's excruciating and lovely, and the end is stunning- a story I go back to again and again. I envy anyone the experience of reading it for the first time. Link is here:

http://woebetidesweets.livejournal.com/