Ug... another rant
Sep. 18th, 2003 02:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalI hate the real world. Dunno what I like, but I hate the real world. Why can't people just say what they mean and not joke and make things worse and gah! I don't even know what I'm complaining about, I'm just in a pissy mood. No need to read, I just needed to write it :-)
Okay, so it's 61 degrees out and I wore a jacket because I have what people might call common sense. I ran boyfriend out to get McDonald's food. I normally hate McDonald's for their animal treatment which is some of the absolute worst of all the fast food chains and have many, many times avoided going there. In fact, I feel sick just walking into that place sometimes. But he wanted to and it's not my money and he doesn't give a damn about my beliefs anyway. But he wants the heat on- and turns it up to high. So I'm sweating already when we get there, and inside it's, like, balmy. It's a McDonald's sauna. ICK!
And there are drunk people. Lots of them. Though they're not bothering me and I'm not listening to them or anything. But I hate drunk people. I really do. It's one of the things I don't like about myself. I like to think of myself as open-minded and loving and all that crap... but I have a HUGE bias against drunk people thanks to some very bad experiences. Anyway, so they're drunk and hitting on people or something. I really don't know, I wasn't paying them ANY attention. I was just damn hot. And they had no yogurt which is the only thing I wanted. They were out. Bah. So I ordered a small orange juice which came with no ice... I should have just ordered a cup of ice... ug... SO hot. Then one of the drunk guys TOUCHES me and starts slurring some sort of apology about everyone not acting so bad while drunk, as though I were 1-listening to and 2-caring about the other guys' comments. So we get our food, or rather he does and I start to leave. And boyfriend who SPEIFICALLY SAID "Let's go in, not to sit down and eat and all but because it's easier to order" gets angry at me when I go to leave (into the nice cool air of the night) instead of sitting down to eat as, apparently, he wanted to do. Which would have been fine by me, he just specifically said the opposite not 10 minutes before.
And he's all joking/mocking "Awwww, you're all red. Got to get you out of the place with all the drunk people. I won't let the drunk boys hurt you" and hugs me. Bleh! Yeah, I'm hot and I want Mr.Bodyheat hugging me? And I'm trying to explain that, though I hate them, I'm just fucking hot, thank you very much.
Needless to say, I turned the air conditioning on full blast on the way home. Ahhh... nice and cool. And I stole back a DVD of mine he's had at his place for forever and still hasn't watched. Grrr!
I dunno. Just one of those days. Which is weird because I shouldn't be PMSing for another week at least. Gah. Just one of those nights. I think I need a happy video fest to calm down and reaffirm my faith in humanity. Grr. And to think I was going to ask for sex tonight from that man *sigh*
Oddly enough, I was going to rant earlier today about the free thinkers group at my college and about the campus bible fellowship here- both are groups I cannot stand right now. And my boyfriend's president of the free thinkers right now *hits head against wall repeatedly* but I don't know WHERE to begin on that one and I've lost all energy to care at this point. *sigh* People.
Althought, let me add that I have NO problem with free thinkers in general. Just this particular group. They don't think openmindedly about ANYTHING. All they do is insult Christianity over and over again at every single meeting. I know it's an easy thing to do, but really now, I got over that when I was in 8th grade *hits head against wall again* Everyone has to find his or her own path... I just wish they would find it indivisually rather than in a very loud, obnoxious group. And the Campus Bible Fellowship... they've got a sign up in our student center- GET THIS! It's a photo of one of the towers on fire and a plane crashing into the other one with the caption "Do you know what's in the future? Are you ready?" *shudder* Yeah. Fear. Greeeeeeat reason to choose/stick with a religion. *sigh* It's just SAD! I feel so sorry for people who feel they have to resort to scaring others into a religion. *sigh*
I'll shut up now. Just hasn't been a fun day. At all.
Okay, so it's 61 degrees out and I wore a jacket because I have what people might call common sense. I ran boyfriend out to get McDonald's food. I normally hate McDonald's for their animal treatment which is some of the absolute worst of all the fast food chains and have many, many times avoided going there. In fact, I feel sick just walking into that place sometimes. But he wanted to and it's not my money and he doesn't give a damn about my beliefs anyway. But he wants the heat on- and turns it up to high. So I'm sweating already when we get there, and inside it's, like, balmy. It's a McDonald's sauna. ICK!
And there are drunk people. Lots of them. Though they're not bothering me and I'm not listening to them or anything. But I hate drunk people. I really do. It's one of the things I don't like about myself. I like to think of myself as open-minded and loving and all that crap... but I have a HUGE bias against drunk people thanks to some very bad experiences. Anyway, so they're drunk and hitting on people or something. I really don't know, I wasn't paying them ANY attention. I was just damn hot. And they had no yogurt which is the only thing I wanted. They were out. Bah. So I ordered a small orange juice which came with no ice... I should have just ordered a cup of ice... ug... SO hot. Then one of the drunk guys TOUCHES me and starts slurring some sort of apology about everyone not acting so bad while drunk, as though I were 1-listening to and 2-caring about the other guys' comments. So we get our food, or rather he does and I start to leave. And boyfriend who SPEIFICALLY SAID "Let's go in, not to sit down and eat and all but because it's easier to order" gets angry at me when I go to leave (into the nice cool air of the night) instead of sitting down to eat as, apparently, he wanted to do. Which would have been fine by me, he just specifically said the opposite not 10 minutes before.
And he's all joking/mocking "Awwww, you're all red. Got to get you out of the place with all the drunk people. I won't let the drunk boys hurt you" and hugs me. Bleh! Yeah, I'm hot and I want Mr.Bodyheat hugging me? And I'm trying to explain that, though I hate them, I'm just fucking hot, thank you very much.
Needless to say, I turned the air conditioning on full blast on the way home. Ahhh... nice and cool. And I stole back a DVD of mine he's had at his place for forever and still hasn't watched. Grrr!
I dunno. Just one of those days. Which is weird because I shouldn't be PMSing for another week at least. Gah. Just one of those nights. I think I need a happy video fest to calm down and reaffirm my faith in humanity. Grr. And to think I was going to ask for sex tonight from that man *sigh*
Oddly enough, I was going to rant earlier today about the free thinkers group at my college and about the campus bible fellowship here- both are groups I cannot stand right now. And my boyfriend's president of the free thinkers right now *hits head against wall repeatedly* but I don't know WHERE to begin on that one and I've lost all energy to care at this point. *sigh* People.
Althought, let me add that I have NO problem with free thinkers in general. Just this particular group. They don't think openmindedly about ANYTHING. All they do is insult Christianity over and over again at every single meeting. I know it's an easy thing to do, but really now, I got over that when I was in 8th grade *hits head against wall again* Everyone has to find his or her own path... I just wish they would find it indivisually rather than in a very loud, obnoxious group. And the Campus Bible Fellowship... they've got a sign up in our student center- GET THIS! It's a photo of one of the towers on fire and a plane crashing into the other one with the caption "Do you know what's in the future? Are you ready?" *shudder* Yeah. Fear. Greeeeeeat reason to choose/stick with a religion. *sigh* It's just SAD! I feel so sorry for people who feel they have to resort to scaring others into a religion. *sigh*
I'll shut up now. Just hasn't been a fun day. At all.
