Tired

TONS of things I want to say... I'm just too tired for a proper post. Spent a good portion of the night printing a few of my favorite fanfics so I will have comfort-reading while on vacation. Had a HORRIBLE afternoon health-wise but my morning and evening/night were symptom-free. Watched 'The Girl in the Cafe' and cried for, like, an hour afterwards- will post about that tomorrow for sure. And I've been writing here and there and posting little things to various places. It's like I have this desire to throw things out into the void before I leave for 2 weeks so I won't be around to get embarrassed when they're read by others. LOL I'm totally in love with the http://www.sycophanthex.com archives. Such lovely fics of such fantastic quality! And I've been starting fics right and left and have at least 10 open right now I keep bouncing back and forth among. I'm toying with the idea of posting the short short Spander one I finished last week but am too chicken to post at present. LOL

Okay. Tired. Must be awake in less than 3 hours. Going to bed now. THough I've been thinking of sleeping in the basement where it's nice and cool instead of two stories above in hot bedroom.

S/X Ficlet *nervously posted*

Okay. I'm going for it. Have been sitting on this ficlet for at least a week now and I think I've done as much as I can do. First off, this is really short and there's not much sneezing and possibly too much narration. And I don't think Xander's character came through very well here. *worries* But I'd appreciate feedback if it doesn't suck too much that people actually make it through the ficlet :-)

Title: Osmosis
Author: tarotgal
Fandom: Buffyverse, post-Angel: the series
Rating: Uh… PG13? R? I've no idea, honestly.
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Spoilers: Mentions the prophecy and sort of hints at my interpretation of what happens after the finales. Just nothing in any great detail.
Disclaimer: Joss & ME but not *me* me, much as I'd like them. So, yeah, just a fanwork, no harm intended and no money made.
Summary: Just some playing with Spike's character.
Notes: This is technically my second attempt writing them but my very first finished S/X.
Feedback: I would VERY much appreciate feedback- good & bad. 'Cause the style is kinda… and I don't quite have their voices down… and my ideas of things in my head didn't quite get out in this because I wanted it to be explained in a different fic instead so things might be confusing. So… yeah. I'd adore any/all feedback. Pretty please!!!

( Osmosis )

*bites lip nervously*