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tarotgalNot feeling good today. Mentally. Boo hiss. I think it was all the sun. Should be gloomier tomorrow. LOL Had a lovely mental breakdown tonight which is my excuse for getting so little work done. And tomorrow I have to write an e-mail berating the webhost my boss selected because of a personal friend running it and take our business elsewhere because I am so inredibly unhappy with their service. I cannot BEGIN to list all the things they do wrong, but suffice it to say it's not good and we're paying far too much money to be treated like crap. I sent an e-mail with questions on 3/28 and they got back to me with the answer to ONE of them on 4/19. And just today (4/26) did I get the answer to another and a partial answer to a third. ANd for this we're paying 3 times what we'd pay any normal host with 30 times the extra features? Okay, so I wrote my first webpage when I was 14, but, seriously, I'm not that much of a webdiva. This is just bad company relations. I just have to figure out a nice way to say that and ask for money back. I'm not good at confrontation, even on e-mail (and especially not on the phone)
I finished my Remus fic tonight. It's still a bit... strange. I didn't edit as much as I would have liked to, but I think it ends okay and the characterization is slightly better. Still kind of worried about the sex. I thought about asking for a beta but, honestly, this thing is too trashy to warrant quality attention from anyone. It changes tone like a gazillion times and did I mention the sex is not good? Guh. I dunno. It's loads better, but still not quite great. I don't know what to do with it. I sort of want to post it to the list and sort of want to post it to my LJ or my site directly. And part of me says "No! It sucks! Don't do anything with it, girl!"
Damn. And it was such a good concept, too. Stupid fic *kicks* Don't blame Remus. This is all entirely my fault. LOL. I think I'll go take a shower and wash my hair and then come back and deal and see if I can't work up the courage to post to the list. Or here. Gah. It's SO not archival-worthy... but as I'm the archivist I can make up my mind later on that fact. Which is convenient. LOL
On the plus side, I wrote out a $3,550 check today. Wow. That was fun. Never done that before. Too bad it's not my money and not made out to me. But still, that was a high point. And Jeopardy rocked tonight. And Bo on Idol literally rocked *huggles* I forgot to tape 'Two and a Half Men' yesterday, though. Damnit. It was a repeat- the one where he writes the anime theme song- had me rolling with laughter the first time I saw the episode. I meant to tape it and forgot completely thanks to Remus' bad fic (two words). But Amazing Race was good tonight, as was Judging Amy (though I didn't cry... and I'm so much more attached to her brother and mother than Amy). And I keep meaning to mention how much I loved Joan of Arcadia last week. David!! *SQUEE!* Okay, so I'm stupid and don't even know the actor's name, but he was David in Dinotopia and I love him *snuggles* (he was also in that swim team episode of Buffy 2nd/3rd season). I'm SOOO going to dig season 3 if he's in a lot of episodes. A little good/evil play is just what the show needed. I love that kind of stuff. And, yet, I still haven't watched Constantine.
I'm tired. Going to go shower and edit and post. I hope. Gah, this story sucks. I'm more nervous about posting it than I have about posting anything in a LONG while *shudders*
I finished my Remus fic tonight. It's still a bit... strange. I didn't edit as much as I would have liked to, but I think it ends okay and the characterization is slightly better. Still kind of worried about the sex. I thought about asking for a beta but, honestly, this thing is too trashy to warrant quality attention from anyone. It changes tone like a gazillion times and did I mention the sex is not good? Guh. I dunno. It's loads better, but still not quite great. I don't know what to do with it. I sort of want to post it to the list and sort of want to post it to my LJ or my site directly. And part of me says "No! It sucks! Don't do anything with it, girl!"
Damn. And it was such a good concept, too. Stupid fic *kicks* Don't blame Remus. This is all entirely my fault. LOL. I think I'll go take a shower and wash my hair and then come back and deal and see if I can't work up the courage to post to the list. Or here. Gah. It's SO not archival-worthy... but as I'm the archivist I can make up my mind later on that fact. Which is convenient. LOL
On the plus side, I wrote out a $3,550 check today. Wow. That was fun. Never done that before. Too bad it's not my money and not made out to me. But still, that was a high point. And Jeopardy rocked tonight. And Bo on Idol literally rocked *huggles* I forgot to tape 'Two and a Half Men' yesterday, though. Damnit. It was a repeat- the one where he writes the anime theme song- had me rolling with laughter the first time I saw the episode. I meant to tape it and forgot completely thanks to Remus' bad fic (two words). But Amazing Race was good tonight, as was Judging Amy (though I didn't cry... and I'm so much more attached to her brother and mother than Amy). And I keep meaning to mention how much I loved Joan of Arcadia last week. David!! *SQUEE!* Okay, so I'm stupid and don't even know the actor's name, but he was David in Dinotopia and I love him *snuggles* (he was also in that swim team episode of Buffy 2nd/3rd season). I'm SOOO going to dig season 3 if he's in a lot of episodes. A little good/evil play is just what the show needed. I love that kind of stuff. And, yet, I still haven't watched Constantine.
I'm tired. Going to go shower and edit and post. I hope. Gah, this story sucks. I'm more nervous about posting it than I have about posting anything in a LONG while *shudders*
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Date: 2005-04-27 04:26 pm (UTC)P.S. Did my package ever find its way to your place? I forgot to get delivery confirmation on it, so I've been a little worried...*crosses fingers*