Scary

[tarotgal]

You know what's scary? I was looking for my favorite unfinished SW Obific to read/edit/write and couldn't remember the name. So I opened up a few of the documents and there's a story there I know I wrote but I don't really remember writing it. I keep flashing at times while reading it on what I wanted to have happen, but all the little twists and phrases and things are so new to me that it feels like someone else wrote it. LOL! This isn't the first time this has happened to me, but it's a funny feeling. The document said it was created August 24th, 2004 and last edited September 4th, 2004. So it makes sense I might not remember it from a year ago. Still... whoa. Strange, weird feeling! It's like reading someone else's fic and then suddenly remembering having written little bits of it while reading.


EDIT: Having a moment of lightbulb-over-head-ness now. The I got to a point in the fic that I definitely remembered... and then said "Wait... didn't I finish this and post it?" Then there was lots of kissing and it suddenly occurred to me what I was reading. The middle portion of this story is my Obi/Qui boykissing fic from last year. I must have decided it needed more of a story around it because there's an extra 5 pages with stuff in the beginning and end. But it's making MUCH more sense to me now. Maybe I should go back to my LJ posts from last year and see if I mentioned anything about this fic. It's entitled 'Good Mornings'. It's still a little strange to read it, though. LOL