Terrible night (v-ing trigger warning)

[tarotgal]

Am having terrible night. Everything was good all day and then it was just NOT. NOT GOOD. All of the not. I fucking hate being an emetophobe. It's bad enough being sick suddenly but freaking the hell out in addition at the same time is NOT a good combination. The ensuing irrational panic attack is almost worse than the v-ing part.

Also, those stupid people who say things like "you'll feel so much better afterward" are jerkfaces.


I need something happy. Someone send me something happy? Cute wombat pictures or something? Please?