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I haven't written anything in days. This mess on work FB (though dying down) still makes me feel bad about humanity. The Caps are out of the playoffs again. I feel like crap physically (and am going to have to start physical therapy on my knee). My house is a mess. Hamilton's coming to my backyard in a few years and I don't have $1,000 (minimum) to spend on the tickets. My parents' new dog (they just got him last month) apparently has inoperable cancer (we have yet to find out how advanced/bad it is, but the tests came back positive for cancer on Thursday). And today some person on swap-bot when freakin' CRAZY on me (she didn't meet 3 of the 6 requirements of the swap and, when I pointed this out, she called me ungrateful and then started YELLING AT ME IN ALL CAPS FOR PAGES AND PAGES). Honestly, I'm feeling too numb to get worked up about it, especially because she's the one who did things wrong to begin with and I immediately apologized (even though I wasn't the one at fault) and she went CRAZY again.

Anyway, life sucks sometimes. But mostly I'm just depressed and numb and all I want to do is crawl under blankets and cry for a few days.

Maybe I'll feel better after my library shift tomorrow morning. Usually just zoning out and communing with the books puts me in a good mood.

I keep doing things that should make me super happy but don't. So I'm definitely in one of my valleys. Hoping I snap back up before the book festival next week. At least I got almost 600 books registered and released for it. I might not be able to write, but I can do mindless tasks like processing books.

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I'm so sorry about everything. I know I can't really say anything helpful here, but I really hope it gets better and I'm sure easier and happier times are in the future.

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ladykorana.livejournal.com

I'm sorry everything has been so rough for you lately. Poor doggy. And your poor knee. My sympathies. :(

I really do hope things turn around ASAP!

Crazy people who go psycho when they're the one at fault are the worst! My only negative eBay rating came from someone like that.

Here is a small offering that might put a smile on your face: http://aletheiafelinea.livejournal.com/112871.html

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