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I must have listened to HP book 1 at least 10 times, perhaps more like 12 now. But I'm SOBBING. I'm not even through the first chapter yet! It's just SO sad. I keep thinking about Neville's parents and the prophecy and now I know Lily and James so well. It's SO sad to hear the news that they're dead. I mean... now that I'm familiar with the order and all the interplay of the current order... only guessing what it must have been list back then before they died. And now... it just feels SO much more real now... I mean, I of course always knew they had died, but it feels a lot more real now after HP5.
And then they get to the bit about Young Sirius Black lending Hagrid his motorbike and I cried SO hard. I'm SO silly! LOL
But to think of all these people celebrating on the day that Harry lost his parents and the order lost James and Lily... and to know how that hurts him 15/16 years later... oh, it just KILLS me now! *sob*
I must have listened to HP book 1 at least 10 times, perhaps more like 12 now. But I'm SOBBING. I'm not even through the first chapter yet! It's just SO sad. I keep thinking about Neville's parents and the prophecy and now I know Lily and James so well. It's SO sad to hear the news that they're dead. I mean... now that I'm familiar with the order and all the interplay of the current order... only guessing what it must have been list back then before they died. And now... it just feels SO much more real now... I mean, I of course always knew they had died, but it feels a lot more real now after HP5.
And then they get to the bit about Young Sirius Black lending Hagrid his motorbike and I cried SO hard. I'm SO silly! LOL
But to think of all these people celebrating on the day that Harry lost his parents and the order lost James and Lily... and to know how that hurts him 15/16 years later... oh, it just KILLS me now! *sob*
