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tarotgalMy last post made no sense. I'm stressed and exhausted (it's past 7am... which is technically an hour after I wanted to be in bed)
Maybe I should just finish my coding for the night and sleep before I do any more public damage to myself. LOL!
I still maintain that for all my years of writing, I'm a damn coward when it comes to delurking and posting fanfics. But, honestly... isn't lurkerdom safe & comfy? No fear of rejection... lots of self-delusions...
In a class I took a year ago I had a raging debate with someone over the concept of a lurker. The concept was that lurkers are horrible- that if you don't contribute anything what's the point of existing? I was trying to explain that if you don't exist to lurk at all, there's no hope of ever delurking to participate. Yeah. So that's me. Clinging to my hope that one day I'll build up the courage.
Well, we'll see :-)
Night y'all :-)
*off to finish another page of code before bed*
Maybe I should just finish my coding for the night and sleep before I do any more public damage to myself. LOL!
I still maintain that for all my years of writing, I'm a damn coward when it comes to delurking and posting fanfics. But, honestly... isn't lurkerdom safe & comfy? No fear of rejection... lots of self-delusions...
In a class I took a year ago I had a raging debate with someone over the concept of a lurker. The concept was that lurkers are horrible- that if you don't contribute anything what's the point of existing? I was trying to explain that if you don't exist to lurk at all, there's no hope of ever delurking to participate. Yeah. So that's me. Clinging to my hope that one day I'll build up the courage.
Well, we'll see :-)
Night y'all :-)
*off to finish another page of code before bed*
