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tarotgalThey made me wait for 55 bloody minutes before I went back. People who work there kept saying hi to me(by name!) because I'd spent 2 hours there earlier today and another 2.5 hours there Wednesday. I told them I was moving into the Health Services building.
Thanks again, everyone, for all your kind words. Just got off the phone with my mother, too... I always seem to regress to being her daughter again when shit happens. But she's the best person I know in making me feel better. But really, all of your reassurance and prayers and warm fuzzy thoughts (and fics!) really, really helped and are still. *hugs*
Well... things are actually MUCH worse than I thought they were this morning. I don't have cancer and I'm not pregnant. So that's good. But it's certainly not just a little thing(but it is treatable, thank the gods). I have HUGE ass blue pills I have to take twice a day now. And I get to tell Mr.Supposedly-Completely-Faithful-To-You-Fucking-Boyfriend that he gets to go in and get tested and probably take happy pills, too. They gave me a fucking pamphlet on how to tell him LMAO! Yeah. I never in a hundred years would have thought this would be a problem I'd be having. I feel like I'm in some HBO drama. And it's highly possible I'm not going to have a boyfriend after tonight unless he's got one HELL of an explanation. *growl*
I'm really not feeling so great right now. I'm going to go eat, though. And watch Highlander at 4 to comfort myself *sigh&* And I'll worry about what to say to him later. Yep. Needless to say, I probably won't get any bloody work done tonight either. But at least now I know for sure and it's only one worry, not 100, right?
Thanks again, everyone, for all your kind words. Just got off the phone with my mother, too... I always seem to regress to being her daughter again when shit happens. But she's the best person I know in making me feel better. But really, all of your reassurance and prayers and warm fuzzy thoughts (and fics!) really, really helped and are still. *hugs*
Well... things are actually MUCH worse than I thought they were this morning. I don't have cancer and I'm not pregnant. So that's good. But it's certainly not just a little thing(but it is treatable, thank the gods). I have HUGE ass blue pills I have to take twice a day now. And I get to tell Mr.Supposedly-Completely-Faithful-To-You-Fucking-Boyfriend that he gets to go in and get tested and probably take happy pills, too. They gave me a fucking pamphlet on how to tell him LMAO! Yeah. I never in a hundred years would have thought this would be a problem I'd be having. I feel like I'm in some HBO drama. And it's highly possible I'm not going to have a boyfriend after tonight unless he's got one HELL of an explanation. *growl*
I'm really not feeling so great right now. I'm going to go eat, though. And watch Highlander at 4 to comfort myself *sigh&* And I'll worry about what to say to him later. Yep. Needless to say, I probably won't get any bloody work done tonight either. But at least now I know for sure and it's only one worry, not 100, right?
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Date: 2003-08-29 07:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-29 09:30 pm (UTC)Grrrrrrrr boyfriends!
I'm feeling a lot better though after talking to him.
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Date: 2003-08-29 09:19 pm (UTC)Now, with the happier fluffy goodness - fic is going well. I think I might be posting it tonight/the wee hours of the morning. Good Siri, nice Remy. So, I hope, you can have that to look forward to.
::hugs::
-circe
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Date: 2003-08-29 09:29 pm (UTC)And thanks so much, again. Truly :-)
I just got back from talking with boyfriend. We're okay still... we're figuring it out. But I'm believing him when he says he hasn't cheeted. He's NOT that type. He's the type to meet someone else and break up with me on the spot for them. He's not the type to be with both of us at the same time. And he feels horrible about it, and I've had to reassure him more than anything else that it's going to be okay. Anyhoo... things suck, but we're working through them. ANd I'm on pills so I'll be okay eventually. He's just not looking forward to calling his other partners from before he and I were together(he was making a list when I left him, lol) It seriously feels like we're in some screwed up drama now. But we're okay... and I'm feeling a little better... still a bit shocked and annoyed, but whatchagonna do?
Feel better!
Date: 2003-08-30 01:38 am (UTC)Sorry to have not posted sooner! [see what grandmother birthday parties do?] I hope you feel better soon and everything works out for the best...sometimes life just has a way of sucking...before it gets better...I hope this isn't too trite...
My thoughts and prayers are with you,
Blessed Be,
BVB
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Date: 2003-09-01 08:02 pm (UTC)If there's anything I can do, let me know, and I'll do my best to help you out.
*HUGS*
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Date: 2003-09-01 08:22 pm (UTC)