Writing troubles

[tarotgal]

I've been over scenes for this one story I'm writing right now SO many times in my head that as I'm finally getting it written out on virtual paper now, I keep second guessing myself. "Are you sure you haven't written this yet?" I keep asking. And then I have to search through the story to be sure I indeed have not written the scene yet. I feel like an IDIOT! LOL It's just that I've written it so many times now that it feels like I've already actually written it out and I just want to be sure. Poor lads. I bet they're getting impatient with me to finally finish this. LOL