Insomnia...
Sep. 30th, 2003 06:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalCan't fall asleep... I have to be awake in 2 hours... and I have to be alert enough to drive 5 hours this afternoon and get there before it gets dark... I'm really worried now... which is probably why I can't fall asleep... GAH!
Insomnia... it's interesting. Can't do anything useful, can't sleep. LOL I'm complaining, I know, I'm terrible. But if I can't fall asleep in five minutes, I won't fall asleep at all. I usually drift off to sleep virtually instantaneously. So when I can't, I get annoyed... it's because I'm worried about tomorrow. But I made some happy CD mixes... so it shouldn't be too bad in the car. ANd cat will keep me awake meowing, poor guy.
But I'm worried I'll be too tired to drive... or something... grrrr... wish I could just fall asleep already! LOL
I just popped over to the Sneeze Fetish Forum to see what was up. I remember (back when it was mine so many years ago) visiting 10 times a day to see what was up. Now I can't make it once in several weeks without feeling sick. I really don't like it any more. First off, the paying/donations thing is NOT my thing. And this recent rewards thing for people who send in money is even further from my thing. But some of the posts just want to make me bang my head against the wall, honestly. And I don't like the new version at all. And now they have this private Adult or Under 18 board thing where you *have* to declare your age in your profile to be approved and all. No. I'm sorry. That's the last straw for me. I'm highly considering never going there ever again. I'm sure it's great and I know a ton of people like it. It's just not what I like. I almost considered writing a "see ya" post on the comings and going board, but fuck, I think I'll just let myself fade back into the mist. That's what legends are supposed to do, right? *G* That's from Highlander episode Homeland.
But really (and no offense to the admins) but I really don't like the board as it is now. I'm not too keen on the general "community" either. It's just not what I fell in love with all those years ago... and it's not my scene any more. I feel sad to admit it because I used to have SO much fun there, but all the parts I loved about it are gone... and all the bad parts multiplied. *sniffles* It's very sad.
Gonna go try and sleep again.. alarm clock's going to go off in an hour and 35 minutes... damnit...
Insomnia... it's interesting. Can't do anything useful, can't sleep. LOL I'm complaining, I know, I'm terrible. But if I can't fall asleep in five minutes, I won't fall asleep at all. I usually drift off to sleep virtually instantaneously. So when I can't, I get annoyed... it's because I'm worried about tomorrow. But I made some happy CD mixes... so it shouldn't be too bad in the car. ANd cat will keep me awake meowing, poor guy.
But I'm worried I'll be too tired to drive... or something... grrrr... wish I could just fall asleep already! LOL
I just popped over to the Sneeze Fetish Forum to see what was up. I remember (back when it was mine so many years ago) visiting 10 times a day to see what was up. Now I can't make it once in several weeks without feeling sick. I really don't like it any more. First off, the paying/donations thing is NOT my thing. And this recent rewards thing for people who send in money is even further from my thing. But some of the posts just want to make me bang my head against the wall, honestly. And I don't like the new version at all. And now they have this private Adult or Under 18 board thing where you *have* to declare your age in your profile to be approved and all. No. I'm sorry. That's the last straw for me. I'm highly considering never going there ever again. I'm sure it's great and I know a ton of people like it. It's just not what I like. I almost considered writing a "see ya" post on the comings and going board, but fuck, I think I'll just let myself fade back into the mist. That's what legends are supposed to do, right? *G* That's from Highlander episode Homeland.
But really (and no offense to the admins) but I really don't like the board as it is now. I'm not too keen on the general "community" either. It's just not what I fell in love with all those years ago... and it's not my scene any more. I feel sad to admit it because I used to have SO much fun there, but all the parts I loved about it are gone... and all the bad parts multiplied. *sniffles* It's very sad.
Gonna go try and sleep again.. alarm clock's going to go off in an hour and 35 minutes... damnit...
