AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Oct. 11th, 2003 01:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalDAMNIT! (or is that DAMN IT! ? I can never get that straight. And I've taken to swearing in Japanese now anyway)
I wrote up a whole, lovely list of prioritized fics and what do I do? I FREAKING START YET ANOTHER STORY TONIGHT! It was a craving... I needed Sirius and Remus... badly... and not first year Sirius and Remus. I needed a pair old enough to fuck each other's brains out, though they're not doing any of that in the fic (at least, not yet) But ARG! I TOLD myself not to start any fics... and I tried sitting on my mailing lists reading fics to push away my needs. But then the most ADORABLE images of sick Remus burst into my head. And then Sirius with his cute little puppy dog face and his humor and his absolutely adorable charm and before I knew it, I'd started another one. Why the HECK do I let my muses control me like this? I have NO time for it! ANd yet... there they are, snuggling and sneezing and snogging. *sigh* What am I going to do with myself? I have NO self control when it comes to these things. The images are just too hard to resist. Is there a self help group for this sort of thing? Can I just once finish a story, already?!
But Sirius and Remus... oh... they were just too cute, I'm telling you!
Yep. I'm utterly hopeless. Beyond hope, that's me! Lost all hope of ever having hope, in fact.
But one day... one day, I proclaim loudly for all the world to know, I will finish a fanfic!!!
I wrote up a whole, lovely list of prioritized fics and what do I do? I FREAKING START YET ANOTHER STORY TONIGHT! It was a craving... I needed Sirius and Remus... badly... and not first year Sirius and Remus. I needed a pair old enough to fuck each other's brains out, though they're not doing any of that in the fic (at least, not yet) But ARG! I TOLD myself not to start any fics... and I tried sitting on my mailing lists reading fics to push away my needs. But then the most ADORABLE images of sick Remus burst into my head. And then Sirius with his cute little puppy dog face and his humor and his absolutely adorable charm and before I knew it, I'd started another one. Why the HECK do I let my muses control me like this? I have NO time for it! ANd yet... there they are, snuggling and sneezing and snogging. *sigh* What am I going to do with myself? I have NO self control when it comes to these things. The images are just too hard to resist. Is there a self help group for this sort of thing? Can I just once finish a story, already?!
But Sirius and Remus... oh... they were just too cute, I'm telling you!
Yep. I'm utterly hopeless. Beyond hope, that's me! Lost all hope of ever having hope, in fact.
But one day... one day, I proclaim loudly for all the world to know, I will finish a fanfic!!!
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Date: 2003-10-11 01:56 pm (UTC)girlwithtulips
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Date: 2003-10-12 06:46 pm (UTC)But the story did turn out as well as I'd hoped... though lots of smarm... and unfortunately is begging now for a follow-up fic. ACK!
LOL But thanks for your words... it is nice to know that when I do share what I write, it's usually worth the time to write it :-) ANd I'm still catching up on e-mail, though I promise to get back to yours ASAP!