Eh

Nov. 7th, 2003 03:48 am
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Eh... depressed lately, I have been. Work sucks. I'm stuck and can't find a way around problem and advisor wants me to hurry up with it. I'm a terrible grad student.

Boyfriend cooked for me tonight, though. Veeeeery yummy pasta and veggies. Went out to walmart... I bought bread... ate half the loaf... bought goldfish crackers... there goes my diet. LOL! Ah well. Could be worse. I'm still off meat, seafood and carbinated drinks. There's only so much dietary restriction I can stand before cravings start to take over.

I started a QAF marathon to cheer me up. It's working. I'm on episode... um... 11 now? 12? I can't remember. It's the one where Ted gives his speech to Emmett about how God loves us all, and I always cry my heart out at that.

On another note... I went through my stories today and renamed my fanfics so they all have the fandom in the file name... is making it much easier to find my unfinished stories to have them called 'SWAnother.doc' rather than 'AnotherSW.doc' and 'HPInHeat1.doc' rathe than 'motorcycle.doc' Yep. Much easier. And it occurred to me that some of my unfinished works might be very nice lead-offs role playing... I'll have to think more seriously about that if and when the group gets going.

Eh. Very blah right now. Depressed, but not depressed enough to get my life in gear and do something. Just feel stuck. Eh. C'est la vie. I'll get over it.

Date: 2003-11-07 01:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlwithtulips.livejournal.com
I saw my first QAF episode the other night! Well, I saw the end. Maybe spoilers? I'm not sure. I doubt it, but I'll play it safe anyway. "It was about one guy videoing another guy jerking off and then playing it live online. And then later they were in a bar and the second guy was asked to sign another guy's.... And a dark haired guy broke up with a younger(?) blond(?) guy, who moved out and went home(?), and the dark haired guy got a visit from an older woman (60's?) who made him admit that he actually loved the guy he broke up with. And two women were having a discussion about how one of them had been in porn magazines, and then they had sex." *l* Did that all make sense?

I hadn't expected the show to be quite so... upfront? I think I would have enjoyed it more if my parents hadn't been lurking around.

Depression sucks... hitting the "don't care anymore" stage sucks, too... Need to find something cheerful, like cute guys and fics. Cute guys in fics, whichever :o)

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