Eh... depressed lately, I have been. Work sucks. I'm stuck and can't find a way around problem and advisor wants me to hurry up with it. I'm a terrible grad student.
Boyfriend cooked for me tonight, though. Veeeeery yummy pasta and veggies. Went out to walmart... I bought bread... ate half the loaf... bought goldfish crackers... there goes my diet. LOL! Ah well. Could be worse. I'm still off meat, seafood and carbinated drinks. There's only so much dietary restriction I can stand before cravings start to take over.
I started a QAF marathon to cheer me up. It's working. I'm on episode... um... 11 now? 12? I can't remember. It's the one where Ted gives his speech to Emmett about how God loves us all, and I always cry my heart out at that.
On another note... I went through my stories today and renamed my fanfics so they all have the fandom in the file name... is making it much easier to find my unfinished stories to have them called 'SWAnother.doc' rather than 'AnotherSW.doc' and 'HPInHeat1.doc' rathe than 'motorcycle.doc' Yep. Much easier. And it occurred to me that some of my unfinished works might be very nice lead-offs role playing... I'll have to think more seriously about that if and when the group gets going.
Eh. Very blah right now. Depressed, but not depressed enough to get my life in gear and do something. Just feel stuck. Eh. C'est la vie. I'll get over it.
Boyfriend cooked for me tonight, though. Veeeeery yummy pasta and veggies. Went out to walmart... I bought bread... ate half the loaf... bought goldfish crackers... there goes my diet. LOL! Ah well. Could be worse. I'm still off meat, seafood and carbinated drinks. There's only so much dietary restriction I can stand before cravings start to take over.
I started a QAF marathon to cheer me up. It's working. I'm on episode... um... 11 now? 12? I can't remember. It's the one where Ted gives his speech to Emmett about how God loves us all, and I always cry my heart out at that.
On another note... I went through my stories today and renamed my fanfics so they all have the fandom in the file name... is making it much easier to find my unfinished stories to have them called 'SWAnother.doc' rather than 'AnotherSW.doc' and 'HPInHeat1.doc' rathe than 'motorcycle.doc' Yep. Much easier. And it occurred to me that some of my unfinished works might be very nice lead-offs role playing... I'll have to think more seriously about that if and when the group gets going.
Eh. Very blah right now. Depressed, but not depressed enough to get my life in gear and do something. Just feel stuck. Eh. C'est la vie. I'll get over it.
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Date: 2003-11-07 01:24 pm (UTC)I hadn't expected the show to be quite so... upfront? I think I would have enjoyed it more if my parents hadn't been lurking around.
Depression sucks... hitting the "don't care anymore" stage sucks, too... Need to find something cheerful, like cute guys and fics. Cute guys in fics, whichever :o)
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Date: 2003-11-07 01:37 pm (UTC)It's actually a fairly good representation of the show... though it starts out a little less bold in season 1. For as many porn-related moments as there were in this particular episode, there are a heck of a lot more intimate moments in the series. This just happened to be a very heavy porn episode because of Ted's business. Poor guy. He used to be a mild-mannered accountant! But this one was certainly an interesting one to jump in on as your first! :-) Glad you caught it though, yes, probably would have been more enjoyable without lurking parents and knowing more about the characters. Brian and Justin *sigh* Yummy, yummy lads!
I'd be *more* than happy to provide explanation if you want any :-) But you got the basics of it... though. And you could probably tell from Mike/Ben's HIV-related issues with their relationship that the show is not all sex and porn and all. *sigh* ANd Brian SOOOOO loves Justin. He just won't ever admit to it. :-)
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Date: 2003-11-07 08:52 pm (UTC)It's actually a fairly good representation of the show... though it starts out a little less bold in season 1. For as many porn-related moments as there were in this particular episode, there are a heck of a lot more intimate moments in the series. This just happened to be a very heavy porn episode because of Ted's business. Poor guy. He used to be a mild-mannered accountant! But this one was certainly an interesting one to jump in on as your first! :-) Glad you caught it though, yes, probably would have been more enjoyable without lurking parents and knowing more about the characters. Brian and Justin *sigh* Yummy, yummy lads!
I'd be *more* than happy to provide explanation if you want any :-) But you got the basics of it... though. And you could probably tell from Mike/Ben's HIV-related issues with their relationship that the show is not all sex and porn and all. *sigh* ANd Brian SOOOOO loves Justin. He just won't ever admit to it. :-)