tarotgal

It's past 10am and I haven't gone to bed yet. I tried, mind you! But I keep freaking out because I haven't done enough work on my thesis. My advisor will be thoroughly pissed. Gah... I feel so guilty. But I made SO much progress tonight! So I should be happy... but I know it's not nearly enough... and I feel bad... and I can't sleep... I keep jumping back up to code something else... and I'm sure I'm making lots of mistakes cuz my body's tired... but I just can't fall asleep. I'm too jumpy and ahhhhhh! This is throwing my whole sleep schedule off! I should have just gone to bed at 3am when I was feeling tired... but nooooooo, I had to get work done! And now look at me! Damnit! I'm going to be a mess if I ever go to sleep and then try to wake up again.

I know it's all my own fault for getting so behind in work... but it's all about motivation... and I've had none for a very long time. But when I *am* motivated I am brilliant. Otherwise the work is forced and sucks so much I spend more time correcting myself.

Damnit... advisor's going to murder me... I'm such a terrible grad student :-)

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From: (Anonymous)

Gosh, your sleep habits sounds more upside down than mine do! I hate it when I'm procrastinating, AND trying to get work done. Ugh! And to top matters, this week, although short, has been absolutely hell! so busy and stressful! Why wont it end? WHY??? lol.
On a happier note, Nermal's nice and cheery again, which I think should brighten things up! lol.
~Annalisa

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girlwithtulips.livejournal.com

*hugs* Know totally how you feel.

tarotgal

Thanks... hope your studying's going better than my research! :-)
And I apologise if the server keeps going down... I have to stop and start it really fast in order to recompile computer code for the java server pages. Hopefully if you are downloading, it's not hurting anything as I'm doing it fast... *crosses fingers* And if not, I'm VERY sorry!

Don't worry about the download at all!! Code is much much more important.

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