tired

I've been dead tired the last two days straight. I had an excuse yesterday (had only a few hours of sleep) but last night I had about 6.5 hours so I should have been better today. And today I only worked something like 4.5 hours during the day. But the whole day was stressful and I've not been able to get online much at all during the last few days, so that doesn't help things.

Soooooo tired. Came up with some brilliant something or other tonight while I was cooking soup and now I'm bloody well forgotten it. Bugger.

Have I mentioned I'm tired? I am. Haven't been able to write a word for two days now. No, that's not true. Yesterday I wrote 5 crappy sentences and deleted 3 of the 5 (and the other 2 need to be rewritten). I've just not been able to get anything out right lately. Blah. So tired.

My stomach's a little wobbly but I think I'll try working out anyway. I've felt worse and survived. And, yes, GWT, I ADORE Billy and Tae Bo. Thankfully my tape's in better condition, though it's not from lack of use. I've had it for years and used it on and off the whole time. I figure if really large people and really old people can do it, I've no excuse not to. And Billy's so sweet and supportive! I don't feel so badly when I have to crap out 20 minutes into his 25 minute workout :-) He's got a new series out in the US now called Billy's Boot Camp- which combines the moves of Tae Bo with resistance training and push-ups and stuff. It's tempting... but considering I'm a loser and can't always make it through his basic original workout, I don't think I have any right buying another $50 worth of his videos just yet. But he's totally wonderful and strangely motivates me more than any other fitness video person ever. One of my roommates in college went to the gym for a Tae Bo class one semester- I don't think I could do this in front of people, though (though now that I think of it, I weigh now pretty much what she weighed back then... gods I need to lose another 18.5 pounds... not that I'm counting or anything...). Go you for working out with your brother there all fit and intimidating!! :-)

Tired... again

I bought skittles today! Apart from being my favorite grocery store candy (tied for first with Starburst) it's got Obi-Wan on it! I get the BIGGEST slashy kick out of the rainbow coming out of the lightsaber right next to Obi and the phrase "Use the Force. Experience the rainbow!" *giggles madly* Okay, yeah, doesn't take much to make me happy. *pets the image of Obi-Wan*

Hopefully the package will help inspire me to write this long SW fic circe's been sweet enough to agree to beta for me. I've just been so tired I couldn't sit here and write without falling asleep. Maybe I need to break out the notebook again.

I'm so incredibly exhausted again today. Don't feel like I have the energy to do anything. Blah. I don't think this icky hot weather is helping any. Gah, I hate hot. Hot is icky. Icky icky icky. Bring back the cold and the snow! At least it rained a lot today- that was good.

My parents just bought a storage unit last week. It's a few down from mine but theirs is small and mine... well... fits much of my apartment in it. heehee. I took photos of the unit today and am going to post them on my photoblog in a few minutes.

FYI

I know it's kind of late notice... sorry. But for anyone who doesn't already have Ewan's ER ep on tape (like me) it's on TNT tomorrow morning at 10am EST. I'm going to wake up at 9:50 just to change tapes from Buffy to Ewan then go back to sleep.

It's my day off tomorrow. Whoohooo! Means sleep. And avoiding the hot outside. Gods but I hate the sun. So icky and hot and bleh!! It's like we had 2 days of spring and moved straight into summer. I hate when it's so sunny and light out all the time. I'm totally a night person. Daytime makes me feel busy and stressed and I have to put up with annoying people. At night everything's so calm and peaceful and quiet. I'm probably the only pagan in the world to hate the sun but there it is. Ick. Makes me all hot and sweaty and burnt and skin cancery- not to mention spring allergies making my go mad lately. Totally not happy. But tomorrow I get to stay in and sleeeeeep :-)

Oh, and I just caved and bought 'Songs of Innocence, Songs of Experience' (the SW MA fanzine/book I had my eye on a month ago). The "fan stuff" portion of my monthly budget has been shot to H-E-double-L now. I'm not going to open it when I get it in the mail, though. I'm going to give it to myself as a weight loss present. Which means now I actually have to lose considerable amounts of weight! LOL And to think I almost skipped my round of sit-ups this morning. Bad tg! Maybe I'll go do the elliptical while watching The OC now... see if that will wake me up a little now.

Anyway... pics of my stuff are on my photoblog now. *sigh* I miss my stuff.

What was this post about again? Oh. Right. Ewan's on ER tomorrow. Sexy angsty bad boy *EG* I've seen this episode at least 10 times and I never get tired of it.