I take it back
Feb. 17th, 2004 02:59 pmI take it back, about being completely organized. I can't find my drawing sketchbook. I wanted to try to draw something today, and it was nowhere to be found in the box where I keep all my writing things and past sketchbooks. I mist have moved it to somewhere else. I've just been through a few more boxes (ug, found presents from ex boyfriends- that's NEVER fun to stumble onto by mistake) and still haven't found it. It's not over on my writing shelf either. Gah... so much for trying to sketch something. No matter that I haven't drawn anything in, like, 5 or 6 years. I'm not very good at drawing. I can copy pretty well, but I don't have very much talent for making things look real or drawing what I see in my head. Damnit. Wish I could find the thing...
I'm considering stopping everything to start at one end of my apartment and search/clean until I get to the other end or I've found it, whichever comes first. I don't really have the time to... but I'd enjoy it more than the other things I have to do today. DAMNIT... where the hell is it? Usually stuff like that I never, ever misplace. My writings and art are the things I take the best care of... so I'm really annoyed at myself now. Growl!
I started 3 new stories yesterday, too. *bangs head against wall* I just can't help it. One was a Daniel fic. I've been reading a lot of Daniel hurt/comforts and while I adore most of them, they just lack something. Like sneezing. heehee And then I got inspired to write one... damn muse doesn't understand that I already *have* a Daniel fic started and waiting to be finished. Oh no. Muse wanted me to start a completely different one. *rolls eyes*
I'm considering stopping everything to start at one end of my apartment and search/clean until I get to the other end or I've found it, whichever comes first. I don't really have the time to... but I'd enjoy it more than the other things I have to do today. DAMNIT... where the hell is it? Usually stuff like that I never, ever misplace. My writings and art are the things I take the best care of... so I'm really annoyed at myself now. Growl!
I started 3 new stories yesterday, too. *bangs head against wall* I just can't help it. One was a Daniel fic. I've been reading a lot of Daniel hurt/comforts and while I adore most of them, they just lack something. Like sneezing. heehee And then I got inspired to write one... damn muse doesn't understand that I already *have* a Daniel fic started and waiting to be finished. Oh no. Muse wanted me to start a completely different one. *rolls eyes*