Strange night
Mar. 13th, 2004 11:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalLots of pain last night... ended up getting up at 3:30 to take pain killers. Had a really, really strange dream about being on a reality show with my family and having sex with William Hung(from American Idol) several times. It was really vivid, too. I seemed to be enjoying it in the dream, though *shudder* Very, very strange dream. Jerri from Survivor was there, too. She had chocolate bars for everyone, but she was still getting voted out of the house. And my "cousin" kept walking in on the sex and we kept having to hide from the cameras. And there was something about going to see some movie and they messed up the film reel during the viewing and... actually, I'll stop before it gets even weirder. You'd all probably thank me. Point is, it was a very strange dream. I haven't slept long enough to have a dream I remembered in a LONG time. Which is probably because I haven't slept in my bed for 3 weeks now. And the TV and lights only get turned off when I leave my apartment.
I woke up to 'The Goonies' playing on TV. Awwww. I'm surprised the opening song didn't wake me up from sleep(the opening song of National Lampoon's vacation woke me around 7am) But I only missed the first 15 minutes. Yay! Little Sean and little Corey and my Joey Pants!!!!!!! What happy, yummy things to wake up to! Yes yes! Love this movie. It's the first time I've seen it since I watched the commentary (and it's cute to see how much they cut out of the tv version) Makes me want to go watch Rudy now... oohhh or Indiana Jones 2 (which I got on DVD for Christmas)
I'm feeling a bit better. Called Mom about something unrelated yesterday and she said not to worry about money. She said the stock market was doing better and they could cover me if I needed them to. And I may. But I still might pick up a couple applications for stupid jobs, just in case, when I go out this afternoon.
But thanks much for all the help and nice words yesterday, Everyone. I'm sure it will get better... I just don't know how to take that next step. I don't want to work for a company, which makes career searches difficult. ANd those things I do run across that I like, I'm not qualified for. Plus I'm leaving this area in 2 and a half months (lease expires) so I don't want anything local as far as careers go. Which makes it more difficult to search. (Restricts me to online, and most of the types of places I want to be don't have an online presence) Yeah. Trés difficile. Is that right? Gods I don't remember anything from my 8 years of French.
On a good note, I came up with a fun story idea for the Spring-themed Legolas/Aragorn story I started months and months ago. Yay! :-) And I think I'm going to try to finish the Friday Fic today. Though it violates my rule since it's obviously past Friday. Still, I'm having fun with the story and I promised someone on e-mail I'd write it. Might as well finish a story for a change :-) I think I might try and clean up a couple of the non-sneezefic stories I've written and post them on my site as well. I'm SO less motivated to edit them. LOL ;-) But there are a couple yummy ones that need sharing :-)
I woke up to 'The Goonies' playing on TV. Awwww. I'm surprised the opening song didn't wake me up from sleep(the opening song of National Lampoon's vacation woke me around 7am) But I only missed the first 15 minutes. Yay! Little Sean and little Corey and my Joey Pants!!!!!!! What happy, yummy things to wake up to! Yes yes! Love this movie. It's the first time I've seen it since I watched the commentary (and it's cute to see how much they cut out of the tv version) Makes me want to go watch Rudy now... oohhh or Indiana Jones 2 (which I got on DVD for Christmas)
I'm feeling a bit better. Called Mom about something unrelated yesterday and she said not to worry about money. She said the stock market was doing better and they could cover me if I needed them to. And I may. But I still might pick up a couple applications for stupid jobs, just in case, when I go out this afternoon.
But thanks much for all the help and nice words yesterday, Everyone. I'm sure it will get better... I just don't know how to take that next step. I don't want to work for a company, which makes career searches difficult. ANd those things I do run across that I like, I'm not qualified for. Plus I'm leaving this area in 2 and a half months (lease expires) so I don't want anything local as far as careers go. Which makes it more difficult to search. (Restricts me to online, and most of the types of places I want to be don't have an online presence) Yeah. Trés difficile. Is that right? Gods I don't remember anything from my 8 years of French.
On a good note, I came up with a fun story idea for the Spring-themed Legolas/Aragorn story I started months and months ago. Yay! :-) And I think I'm going to try to finish the Friday Fic today. Though it violates my rule since it's obviously past Friday. Still, I'm having fun with the story and I promised someone on e-mail I'd write it. Might as well finish a story for a change :-) I think I might try and clean up a couple of the non-sneezefic stories I've written and post them on my site as well. I'm SO less motivated to edit them. LOL ;-) But there are a couple yummy ones that need sharing :-)
