Oddness in relationships
May. 18th, 2004 12:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalYou know, for as many books and movies and tv shows I've read/watched/seen I figured I'd seen just about every odd permutation to relationships that existed. But, alas, not so.
Tonight I discovered one of the most interesting: the arranged break-up. Now I've been through outright dumping... and I've been through ammicable break-ups. But this is an arranged break-up. Boyfriend wants us to break up at the end of the month when I move 4 hours away and yet, apparently, still wants to be dating and having sex and all until then.
Um. yeah. Does this make sense to anyone, or am I rightly confused? LOL!
Okay, so I know it's good that we finally talked about what's going to happen when we move away from this area- because we never have before. But he chose in the CAR while I was DRIVING to discuss it. So I'm attempting to drive 55 miles an hour and not hit anything while crying LOL
And it really is the best solution, although I probably would have preferred an open-ended let's see how it goes long distance thing. But Boyfriend doesn't like open-ended things. And we've both been through enough long distance relationships to know that never works. So it really is for the best. I am just kinda weirded out. I mean, do I treat him as a friend and fuck buddy? Knowing it's only going to last a couple more weeks?
Okay, so I was being emotional as always (I've pretty much been crying for the last two days nonstop, so it's no big thing- I bought Clear Eyes tonight to help because I can't open them after a couple hours of hard crying, LOL) and he, sweet guy that he is, goes and wiped one of my tears away. Awwwwwww, right? Wrong. LOL He then wipes his hand on his shorts and says 'Why is it that it's much grosser doing that than sticking my hand up your pussy?'
It was then that I was fucking glad this thing is going to end. LOL! I mean, I know I have high expectations due to the romances in fantasy stories I read as a kid... but that's just creepy.
It's just weird. I've never experienced a timed break-up before. Usually it's just 'Let's break up now.' 'Okay.' Not 'Let's break up in two weeks and pretend like nothing's changed until then.' Very weird. Definitely something I'd never anticipated or encountered before.
I've said it before and I'll say it again: Men suck. *sigh* Why couldn't I be a lesbian? Or at least bi? Not that it would make relationships any easier... but men just plan suck. Too bad I'm still horribly attracted to mine. LOL
I guess the good thing about this is not having to drive 4 hours to see Harry Potter 3 with him on June 3rd. I can just go with my sister. Bet he didn't think of that, now did he? Bwa ha ha!
Tonight I discovered one of the most interesting: the arranged break-up. Now I've been through outright dumping... and I've been through ammicable break-ups. But this is an arranged break-up. Boyfriend wants us to break up at the end of the month when I move 4 hours away and yet, apparently, still wants to be dating and having sex and all until then.
Um. yeah. Does this make sense to anyone, or am I rightly confused? LOL!
Okay, so I know it's good that we finally talked about what's going to happen when we move away from this area- because we never have before. But he chose in the CAR while I was DRIVING to discuss it. So I'm attempting to drive 55 miles an hour and not hit anything while crying LOL
And it really is the best solution, although I probably would have preferred an open-ended let's see how it goes long distance thing. But Boyfriend doesn't like open-ended things. And we've both been through enough long distance relationships to know that never works. So it really is for the best. I am just kinda weirded out. I mean, do I treat him as a friend and fuck buddy? Knowing it's only going to last a couple more weeks?
Okay, so I was being emotional as always (I've pretty much been crying for the last two days nonstop, so it's no big thing- I bought Clear Eyes tonight to help because I can't open them after a couple hours of hard crying, LOL) and he, sweet guy that he is, goes and wiped one of my tears away. Awwwwwww, right? Wrong. LOL He then wipes his hand on his shorts and says 'Why is it that it's much grosser doing that than sticking my hand up your pussy?'
It was then that I was fucking glad this thing is going to end. LOL! I mean, I know I have high expectations due to the romances in fantasy stories I read as a kid... but that's just creepy.
It's just weird. I've never experienced a timed break-up before. Usually it's just 'Let's break up now.' 'Okay.' Not 'Let's break up in two weeks and pretend like nothing's changed until then.' Very weird. Definitely something I'd never anticipated or encountered before.
I've said it before and I'll say it again: Men suck. *sigh* Why couldn't I be a lesbian? Or at least bi? Not that it would make relationships any easier... but men just plan suck. Too bad I'm still horribly attracted to mine. LOL
I guess the good thing about this is not having to drive 4 hours to see Harry Potter 3 with him on June 3rd. I can just go with my sister. Bet he didn't think of that, now did he? Bwa ha ha!
