Frustrated
Apr. 12th, 2003 11:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarotgalUG
So my sister was supposed to come up this weekend to spend the week with me, doing the college thing and all that. Arg. She now says she wants to go back on Wed. Which means she's here for 2 and a half days which is NOTHING especially since I have class on Monday and on Wed I have a poster presentation in the afternoon so I have to work on it Tuesday.
On top of that, my best friends want me in Northern VA on Friday. UG. I f*cking hate travelling, let alone for my birthday. All I want to do lately is stay at home, watch tv, sleep, and do all this work I've got! And I know it's going to be fun and all, but damnit, now I have to worry about how to get up there- I can't drive, my van won't go on the interstate without falling apart. DAMNIT. This means f*cking greyhound again. I don't want to worry about this for my birthday! Shouldn't people take this kind of thing into consideration when planning events? Let ALONE how to get back down here! Have I mentioned I hate having to travel? I mean, I like being in new places, but I don't like getting there. So given the choice, most times I'd rather not, you know? At least not when it requires stressing to all oblivian about it!
Not to mention boyfriend's birthday is tomorrow and I have NOTHING for him and NO time to do anything with him. He doesn't care(he's getting up there in age to that point where he doesn't want to be any older- he's 5 years older than me), but I still feel badly, you know? I AM getting him stuff, we're just going to have to celebrate later.
On top of all this, I've got papers due Monday and I have NO idea what to write about. NO idea. Lit review portion of paper here I come... actual thought/analysis orginal content part- uh, no. Not so much.
I want to give up! ANd I'm fricking starving! STARVING. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm eating like I normally do. I just go from being perfectly fine to doubling over in starvation pains in 2-5 seconds. What the HECK? *sob* NOT a fun Sat. Let me tell you! And I didn't even get to vacuum! I have to wake up early to do that tomorrow morning! Ug... early... not my thing...
So my sister was supposed to come up this weekend to spend the week with me, doing the college thing and all that. Arg. She now says she wants to go back on Wed. Which means she's here for 2 and a half days which is NOTHING especially since I have class on Monday and on Wed I have a poster presentation in the afternoon so I have to work on it Tuesday.
On top of that, my best friends want me in Northern VA on Friday. UG. I f*cking hate travelling, let alone for my birthday. All I want to do lately is stay at home, watch tv, sleep, and do all this work I've got! And I know it's going to be fun and all, but damnit, now I have to worry about how to get up there- I can't drive, my van won't go on the interstate without falling apart. DAMNIT. This means f*cking greyhound again. I don't want to worry about this for my birthday! Shouldn't people take this kind of thing into consideration when planning events? Let ALONE how to get back down here! Have I mentioned I hate having to travel? I mean, I like being in new places, but I don't like getting there. So given the choice, most times I'd rather not, you know? At least not when it requires stressing to all oblivian about it!
Not to mention boyfriend's birthday is tomorrow and I have NOTHING for him and NO time to do anything with him. He doesn't care(he's getting up there in age to that point where he doesn't want to be any older- he's 5 years older than me), but I still feel badly, you know? I AM getting him stuff, we're just going to have to celebrate later.
On top of all this, I've got papers due Monday and I have NO idea what to write about. NO idea. Lit review portion of paper here I come... actual thought/analysis orginal content part- uh, no. Not so much.
I want to give up! ANd I'm fricking starving! STARVING. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm eating like I normally do. I just go from being perfectly fine to doubling over in starvation pains in 2-5 seconds. What the HECK? *sob* NOT a fun Sat. Let me tell you! And I didn't even get to vacuum! I have to wake up early to do that tomorrow morning! Ug... early... not my thing...
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Date: 2003-04-13 05:52 am (UTC)girlwithtulips
venting
Date: 2003-04-14 09:56 pm (UTC)A few things to say.
1. Do you want to do this bday thing or not? I have no interest in planning this if you're going to be pissed off all weekend. Absolutely none. If you think about it, you might realize that since L is in NY, it'll be many many hours of traveling for her to meet where you are. it would be not practical to meet for the weekend there. This was the best we could do. Let me know if you're going to enjoy this so I can keep working on it.
2. Did you get a card I sent you? If you did, I just don't understand how you could sit with it and not call/email me. I just don't get it. It was a special gesture on my part. You've also done it to L and her thoughtful gestures. I simply don't get it.
3. I am so sick of saying this, but if we are going to remain friends, YOU need to CALL or EMAIL ME. ME, not in a huge live journal, not in a group email, NO. you need to indicate to me that you want to spend time with ME. I think since we all went to college, you have called me ONCE total. That, to me, is unacceptable. You do not sound happy to talk to me when I do call you. I can't keep this up. Without these basics, I think the huge bday things are absolutely pointless.Yes, I'm definitely expecting you to give me a call so we can talk this week. maybe even right now.
that's it for now. thanks for wishing me luck during my tests when I was freaking and asking about my spring break. makes me feel special.
Re: venting
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