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tarotgalI didn't really get a lot of sleep last night either... went to bed at 8... up at 1... then a few naps... I'm still tired.
I finished season 2 of Queer as Folk tonight... I started liking Ethan a WHOLE lot in episode 19... dear gods, if he's not an easy sneezefic candidate (out in the freezing cold rain playing violin) I don't know who is. I really, really like him for Justin. The artist thing. It's really getting to me. I hated him for the first episode and most of the second he was in... but by the end of 19 I really started liking him for Justin. Ug. But I LOVE Brian and Justin.. I really, really do. It's just... Ethan and Justin share SO much on such a different level. So I'm really happy about them, but I secretly want Brian and Justin together as well *G* Anyway, Ethan's the kind of guy I want to fall in love with one day. I want an artist.
My boyfriend and I went out today to a new place to eat. It used to be my favorite coffee shop, which expanded to serve muffins and things. Then that closed down and it became an Italian cafe where they served some alcohol, too. Opening last week, it's now a coffee house that serves tons of vegetarian sandwhiches and has everything from alcohol to kabobs. Weird. Anyway, it looks a lot like the old coffee house, only without the comfy leather couches. There's art on all the walls from artists at the college who are selling their work, which obviously made me think of Justin (as well as my best friend who also paints/used to paint/draw, you know what I mean) Anyway, I was talking about how impossible it would be for me to sell an original creation and talking about writing and how I have to write- it's like breathing to me. I HAVE to do it. Every day. Without question. It's my life blood. And my boyfriend couldn't comprehend it. He doesn't feel that way about anything. I almost started crying. I mean, not that it's bad, I just think everyone should have something like that in their life. Something they can't go a day without doing... something that just comes to them... something that's there for them to retreat into no matter what else is going on... everyone should have something like that.
On a slightly related note, I worked on my new Ron fic a little today. It's 3 pages without a hint of sneezing yet.. day 1, no sneezing just establishing the situation. Day 2 however... *G* I think it's going to be called 'The Vampire' (yes, another Highlander episode title lol) but I haven't quite got a plot worked out... it might end up without one... but we'll see.
My hunger just won out over my fatigue, but then I'm going to bed. Lots of QAF and Stargate watching was done today... good acoomplishments for someone tired. LOL
I finished season 2 of Queer as Folk tonight... I started liking Ethan a WHOLE lot in episode 19... dear gods, if he's not an easy sneezefic candidate (out in the freezing cold rain playing violin) I don't know who is. I really, really like him for Justin. The artist thing. It's really getting to me. I hated him for the first episode and most of the second he was in... but by the end of 19 I really started liking him for Justin. Ug. But I LOVE Brian and Justin.. I really, really do. It's just... Ethan and Justin share SO much on such a different level. So I'm really happy about them, but I secretly want Brian and Justin together as well *G* Anyway, Ethan's the kind of guy I want to fall in love with one day. I want an artist.
My boyfriend and I went out today to a new place to eat. It used to be my favorite coffee shop, which expanded to serve muffins and things. Then that closed down and it became an Italian cafe where they served some alcohol, too. Opening last week, it's now a coffee house that serves tons of vegetarian sandwhiches and has everything from alcohol to kabobs. Weird. Anyway, it looks a lot like the old coffee house, only without the comfy leather couches. There's art on all the walls from artists at the college who are selling their work, which obviously made me think of Justin (as well as my best friend who also paints/used to paint/draw, you know what I mean) Anyway, I was talking about how impossible it would be for me to sell an original creation and talking about writing and how I have to write- it's like breathing to me. I HAVE to do it. Every day. Without question. It's my life blood. And my boyfriend couldn't comprehend it. He doesn't feel that way about anything. I almost started crying. I mean, not that it's bad, I just think everyone should have something like that in their life. Something they can't go a day without doing... something that just comes to them... something that's there for them to retreat into no matter what else is going on... everyone should have something like that.
On a slightly related note, I worked on my new Ron fic a little today. It's 3 pages without a hint of sneezing yet.. day 1, no sneezing just establishing the situation. Day 2 however... *G* I think it's going to be called 'The Vampire' (yes, another Highlander episode title lol) but I haven't quite got a plot worked out... it might end up without one... but we'll see.
My hunger just won out over my fatigue, but then I'm going to bed. Lots of QAF and Stargate watching was done today... good acoomplishments for someone tired. LOL
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Date: 2003-05-13 10:49 am (UTC)GOOD LUCK ON FINALS!!!!!!! {{{{{{Hermione}}}}}}
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Date: 2003-05-13 07:12 am (UTC)I agree with Ethan being the perfect candidate for sneezefic. And then his Sunshine taking care of him. Awwe...
Why must life be full of hard decisions? Brian... Ethan... Brian... Ethan... Gah! *thunk*
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Date: 2003-05-13 10:56 am (UTC)I don't feel guilty about it- I've spent $200 on the DVDs even though I've got them digitally as well. Really, this is one of those cases where I watch online and go- I've got to have that!- and buy the DVD. WHich happens to me so much that I don't feel guilty any more.
I'm excited about season 3 though! I know there's something about a ring Brian sees? And an agreement? But that's all I know... haven't even watched the 'Next season' intro on the last season 2 disk yet :-) I'm trying to make it last... but am eager to get caught up and discuss with someone at the same time LOL
Mmmm Brian... but Ethan- that dark smoldering look... Ah, too cute. Can I get the one Justin doesn't pick? lol It's not going to be that easy though, I'm sure :-)
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Date: 2003-05-13 12:30 pm (UTC)I'm going to go like, put mittens on so I can't tell you. :-X *is watching an episode right now*
I'm going to stop now, because seriously, spoilers are baaaaad.
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Date: 2003-05-14 11:38 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-05-14 11:44 am (UTC)Restraint is hard. *whimper*
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Date: 2003-05-14 11:47 am (UTC)All righty... so I've had 7 and possibly 8 downloaded for a few weeks now... I'm not sure then if they're valid or of it's just that the US is ahead in the sched... anyway, that helps much. Thanks!