This sucks. So much.

[tarotgal]

I'm not drinking fast enough. This sucks. I hate this. Every time I try to pick up the glass, my hand shakes. UGH. Why did I think this would be easy? Why did I think i could do this? WHY DO THEY MAKE MOVIPREP TASTE SO FUCKING DISGUSTING????

That is all. I'm going back to freaking out and trying to drink now. I suck at this. I just needed to vent and couldn't call my mommy because all she'd say is to suck it up and drink as fast a I can.

Which is not fast. Ugh. I knew this was going to be the worst part, but I wasn't prepared for how bad a job I'd do at something as simple as drinking! *headdesk*

Okay, yeah. I just needed to complain. *deep breath* I can do this...

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[melydia.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sending good drinky vibes your way! Hope today doesn't suck too much!

[tarotgal]

Thanks. What was supposed to take 1-2 hours took me 5 fucking hours to get through. I started working up to the next round at 3:45 and I managed to finish it in 3 hours this time; went a whole lot smoother--less pain and no shaking, so that was good (my hand was shaking so badly I couldn't hold the glass last night; it was awful). Weird pains in my body, especially my right hand, have me concerned, but I suspect that's due to no sleep and no food for days, not the medication :-) I will be happy to get back on my normal diet of Saltines after this!

Once I learned that the trick to getting through this was reading slash fanfiction, it went a lot more smoothly. They don't tell you that in the medication's directions. LOL The other trick was to play games with the clock's second hand. That worked really well.

The hardest part is behind me. Now I just drag myself to the hospital, wait for them to put me to sleep, and wake up with it all over. Huzzah!

*hugs*

[melydia.livejournal.com]

I was going to email you about cancelling our write-in but then I remembered you probably won't be in the mood for Panera tonight regardless.

[tinadp.livejournal.com]

Hope everything went well on Friday. I've been thinking of you.